One moment you just get into high school, the next you are driving off to college you never expected to go to. All the moments in between just seemed to slip past your mind, but then you realize that this is what adulthood is, so get used to it, continue growing, exceed your expectations, and continue having bigger dreams. This sh*t hurts, but you're growing.
Look back 5 years, 5 months, 5 days ago, and you will realize how much you have improved, no matter how much you have suffered and the sh*t you been through the results have been pretty good. Those little gaps you think can be filled will be filled, but look back and the progression we make, because sometimes we are just so caught up with the future that we just forget to reflect.